People to live for...

In my life i have found that sometimes the only reason to live is for those who care about you.It has always been fascinating to me how you can find a true friend. I think over the years I've discovered many true friends.A friend is a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. In other words a friend is a person that cares for you and realizes that you are different but likes you because of that.A few people in my life that i can call true friends are my sister Kimberly and my friend mickey,my friend Nina, and my friend Xandra. Kimberly is different then other sisters. She's caring and love, but sometimes a bit too judging. She usually knows what to do to cheer me up. Mickey has been way to nice to me. i have bullied him, judged him, and made his life a living hell, but still he has found the good in me and has been a true friend to me. Where should i start with Nina. Since the first time we met we knew that we would be good friends. In the beginning we had feelings for each other that quickly turned into feelings of sibling hood (if that is a word). We were like brother and sister and we could confide in each other no matter what the problem was. She has always been there for me through ups and downs. Finally, Xandra always knows the right things to say. She has the best advice and an awesome personality. She makes me feel good about myself and I've never met any one more like me. I hope that all of my true friends will continue being my heroes and you will forever be in my heart. I wish i could have all the time in the world to write about other true friends, i must be on my way. Thank you for reading my blog!

Love....

What is love? Is love only the physical attraction between a man and a woman? Or is it the feeling of belonging when you find someone that is just like you? Or maybe the butterflies that you get when you always want to be with someone? Love maybe more than just one of these feelings and may just be a mixture of all of them. Reguardless love can sometimes turn more difficult than expected. How do you know when you feel love? Only you can be the judge of that. Throughout my teen years i have been searching for love and as soon as i think i have found it, it quickly drifts away. Love is like the weather you think you can predict it but in reality something completely different happens than what you planned. Let me give you a person example. Okay lets call my girlfriend Miss. C and the love of my life Miss. X. Miss C is all a guy could ask for she is beautiful and has a great personality and is very fun to be around. Miss. X is extraordinary she is drop dead gorgeous and it seems that she always has the correct answer and that she always will understand you. I thought i felt love for Miss. C but for some reason whenever i took to or interact with Miss. X my feelings for Miss. C completely fade away. What is love? Can emotions play tricks on you and so you never know what it is OR is something that just comes and goes as time passes. Reguardless love can be found in all different shapes and forms. It can be found in the love of a parents longing for there child to return from college, it can be found in a child happy to have that little furry friend, or it can be found in a young adult holding hands with the one that they love. Love can be found anywhere, has love found me?